little things that melt my heart!!!

So here i am,mopping and grumpy, cursing and swearing under my breath because of the stupid so called now boyfriend...i say now boyfriend because he's still new in my life and i never really know how long it will last, i don't like making them permanent they never stay anyway!!! after typing and deleting an sms for like 5 times and writting a huge email which i just deleted in the end to tell him to fuck off for not coming to see me last night, i decide to go on to my facebook page to post nasty comments on people's updates (well,i'm pissed,sue me), there in my inbox,"i miss you",huge smile suddenly forms up on my face and all is forgiven,how he manages to put a smile on my face with three words,i'll never know but my now boyfriend might just make it to the finishing line...it's the little things that makes a girl smile really...Yes we want a huge bunch flowers delivered at the office for everyone to see and a holiday in summer but sometimes when no one is watching, when there is no audience all we really want is to hear you say you love or miss us!!!

some people's shit stink!!!

so i woke up this morning fuming and very mad at my now boyfriend, well the bustard did not call me last night and when i tried to call his phone was off, can you believe it really?? his phone was off!!! piece of shit!! so i slept with a broken heart, my broken heart is justified, the day before last night he did not come see me well because he was at a function supporting his cousin, so fine i understand family is important (it is), but he should make that up by coming to see me the following day, no he decides not to pitch, no apology, nothing.. so this morning i'm fighting the urge to call him and tell him to fuck off!! (like i have to others many times before) when it suddenly dawns on me that i can't go on forever telling my boyfriends to fuck off each time they forget to wish me a goodnight, at some point i have to stand for someone's shit, no matter how much it stinks, i also wanna be a  blushing bride one day..so i guess he's forgiven...for now!!!